Marhaban !

Salam alaik to all my readers ! XD 

Kaifa haalukum?

Ana bikhoir !

Dah petang ni. Patutnya AH kena cakap masaal khoir. 

Then korang kena jawab masaan nur.

Wat so ever lah.

Boring2 neh, kita update blog jom !

Haha sangat boring !

Sampaikan org baling bola pun x marah.

Sabar jek. Sabar jelah ~~

k2..go straight da point jela ek.

Nak share dgn korg jugak ni.

Aktiviti AH 4 bulan cuti yg lepas.

xdala menarik sgt aktiviti nya.

tapi rasa2 kalau nk buka bisnes, memang cerah pluang.

Cuma perlu digilap supaya nmpk lebih berkilat.

Nak p kursus menjahit lah..

Agak interesting menda ni bg sy.

Nak tgok hasilnya?

JOM...

Taktaula kurung apa namanya.
Baju potongan mcm kurung pahang.
Kain susun biasa.
Ahaksz...
Pinggang ketat sgt sbb pakai tali getah waktu darjah 5.
Ni kes kitar smula la ni.
*&^%$#@#$%
Nak jimat.
Yang penting waktu nak potong kain mmg kena hati2.
Kena ukur betul2 takut nanti kain tu herot sebelah apa macam.
Xke nmpk mcm org gila nanti.

Nak highlight kat sini baju hasil jahitan SENDIRI.

Alhamdulillah, dlm tempoh seminggu dah siap

n dah boleh pakai. Jahitan xdala kemas sgt.

Still berterabur tapi yg penting kakak kata dia JELES. 

Ahaksss...

Kita zoom in dekat butang dia plak.

*weee apa2 pun, kena berterima kasih pd mak.

Sbb dia yg tunjuk ajar semua.

TQ MAK. Syukran jazilan ya ummi. 

Love u lah...hihihi ! Nanti nak blaja jahit menda lain plak.

Aiseymen, tetiba malu plak nak pakai g klas.

Ahahahahahhh

K2...dah azan magrib nih kita stop dulu.

Jumpa lagi lain kali.

Insya ALLAH

Biiznillah...

I'm Sorry

It's almost 2 o'clock in da morning but i didn't shut down yet. I want to, but my eyes said DONT. Because she want me to write bedtime story before she could fall asleep. Cess mngada betul mata ni. Hehe I'm sure that uollz miss me kan? Because kita kan dah lama xjumpa. Hampir TIGA bulan. Wah sori sikit... TIGA MINGGU jewww (menyampah betul dgn spesies org yg rajin tmbah imbuhan kat hujung perkataan mcm ni. Apsal rajin sgt ha??Grrrr....)


Actually I didn't have things to share. Sebab tula dah lama x menulis. I'm still thinking wat is the topic that i want to tell. Untill now I'm still thinking. tapi takpela. I just write something in this blog so that u will not going to ask some questions like err...


1. Hello? Tuan punya blog ni still exist lagi ke tak? Kalau tak sy nak ambil alih.


2. Mana awak pergi selama 3 minggu ni? Sy cari awk kat dashboard x jumpa pun awk?


3. Heryani are u ok my dear? Tangan awk cedera ke?


4.Bila awk nak menulis lagi? Sy rindukan awk :P




Kalau siapa2 yg tnya kt sy mcm yg soalan 1st td, mknanya dia seorang yg gila kuasa. Yelah, mana tak nya. Sy yg penat2 handle blog ni sorang diri. Drpd xda follower smpai skrg dah dekat 30, alih2 bila blog ni dah popular dia plak nak amik alih. Warghh mmg btol gila kuasa dan tamak haloba!


Then kalau mcm soalan ke2 plak, mybe dia tnya mcm tu sbb dia ambil berat psal sy. Selalu ambil tahu pasal sy mungkin. :P


Haa yg soalan ke3 ni mulut dia kdg2 berlapik. Tp kain yg dibuat lapik tu jarang sgt. Nipis. Mcm kain cotton yg pakai basuh dkt 544x...Perli org bapakla kuatnya. Perghh sakit ati kome...


Soalan last yg maybe kuar SPM taun ni,"Bila awk nak menulis lagi? Sy rindukan awk..." adalah sy syak sgt kuar. Tak tau nape. Jgn lupa baca bab ni tau. Pd candidate SPM taun ni, gud luck. Sy da bg klu tuh...


Sekian saja tuk kali ni.


P/S: Alhamdulillah, sy masih lagi diberi nafas tuk hidup. Sori kalau xselesa dgn gaya bahasa sy kali ni. Lain kali sy tulis sopan sikit. 

"Tatkala dia mahu mencoretkan bait-bait kata melengkapkan satu baris ayat, semakin hari dirinya semakin lemah. Hari-hari yang dilalui belum pasti samada dia bakal dipertingkatkan darjat disisi Allah ataupun tidak. Hanya yang termampu olehnya, memohon sedikit pinjaman kesabaran demi menempuh ujian yang semakin memberat. Adakalanya apabila ujian yang dia hadapi terasa ringan, lalu dibisikkannya di dalam hati, "senang saja nak hadapi ini". Namun, Allah itu sifatnya Maha Mendengar. Maka ketahuanlah oleh Allah akan keupayaan dirinya memikul mehnah yang lebih berat daripada yang sebelumnya. Lalu diturunkan oleh Allah ujian yang lain kepadanya   sebagai pengganti. Namun dia tetap redha, mungkin ujian yang dia hadapi itu sebagai kifarah dosa-dosanya yang telah lalu..."

Allah, Please hear to her...She ask You for a strength.

Nostalgia

“Awak mesti kuat. Jadikan penyakit yang awak hidapi sekarang sebagai sumber kekuatan, bukannya sebagai peluntur semangat. Dan awak mesti ingat, Allah telah jadikan bagi setiap penyakit itu penawarnya.”

“Terima kasih. Pesanan cikgu akan selalu saya pegang. Cikgu saya anggap tak ubah seperti ayah kandung saya sendiri. Saya betul takkan melupakan itu.”

“Bagus Husna. Kadangkala saya kagum dengan awak. Meskipun awak sakit, tapi semangat belajar awak luar biasa hebatnya daripada pelajar-pelajar lHusna. Malah keputusan awak juga lebih memberangsangkan berbanding mereka. Awak patut dijadikan contoh. Lantaran itu, saya selalu bercerita tentang awak kepada pelajar-pelajar saya.”

Ainul Husna seperti biasa, selalu merendah diri. Tak semua pujian ditelannya.

“Aduh, segan saya dibuatnya. Keputusan exam saya yang bagus itu semua berkat bimbingan daripada cikgu juga. Terima kasih cikgu.”

“Sama-sama. Satu lagi sikap awak yang saya gemar, awak tidak suka meninggi diri. Baguslah. Merendah diri ni suatu sikap yang mulia.”

“Seboleh-bolehnya saya tak mahu telan semua pujian. Takut pula nanti akan membuatkan saya sombong dan lupa diri.”


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Pagi-pagi lagi Husna sudah ringan tulang. Baru tadi Cikgu Suhaila meminta tolong kepadanya untuk meletakkan beg laptop dan buku teaching planner miliknya di atas meja. Langkah kaki disusun elok menuju ke bilik guru wanita, yang bersebelahan dengan bilik guru lelaki.

“Husna, masuk ke bilik saya sebentar. Ada perkara yang saya hendak bincangkan.”dengan nada tegas ditambah pula dengan mimik muka yang langsung tiada senyum, Tuan Haji Kamarudin memberikan arahan. Kebetulan pada waktu itu Husna lalu di hadapan bilik guru lelaki.

“Baiklah. Tapi, ada apa ya tuan haji?”soal Husna. Malang, soalannya sama sekali tiada jawapan. Dalam tempoh dua saat Tuan Haji Kamaruddin sudahpun berada dalam biliknya.

“Kenapa dengan tuan haji tu? Tak macam selalu pun. Apa dia marah pada aku? Tapi kesalahan apa yang dah aku buat?”

Husna merasa hairan sendiri, kerana perangai tuan haji berubah benar. Sebelum ini, asal saja terserempak dan berbual, pasti perbualan itu disusuli dengan gurauan. Tetapi kali ini tidak begitu.

“Berapa semua jumlah kos pembedahan yang awak perlukan?”beliau bertanya. Husna kini sudah berada di hadapannya.

Sementara itu kelihatan tangannya ligat menulis sesuatu diatas sekeping kertas kecil. Kertas itu pula dibawahnya dilapik dengan kertas karbon.

“Dua puluh ribu ringgit cikgu.”jawab Husna ringkas.

“Awak ambil ini.”katanya sambil menghulurkan sekeping cek. Diatasnya tertera perkataan “Dua ribu ringgit Malaysia sahaja.”

“Ini apa?”soalnya pantas. Kerut di dahinya begitu ketara, tidak sabar-sabar lagi untuk menanti penjelasan. Melihatkan itu, Tuan Haji Kamarudin tetap kelihatan tenang. Dia hanya membalas dengan senyuman.

“Itu untuk membiayai kos pembedahan awak.”

“Tapi cikgu, jumlahnya terlalu banyak. Saya tak rasa yang saya boleh terimanya. Saya tak layak.”

“Saya ikhlas. Awak ambillah wang tu. Saya rasa awak lebih memerlukannya berbanding saya. Lagipun saya takda anak. Anggap ia seperti pemberian seorang bapa kepada anaknya Ambillah...”


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Album gambar lama itu ditutup. Sedikit demi sedikit wajah idola itu lenyap dari pandangan. Namun, gambar itu hanya sekadar gambar. Sekalipun ia telah lenyap dari pandangan, namun yang paling utuh adalah nostalgia. Sejak dari hari persaraannya, telah hampir lima tahun mereka tidak bertemu. Setiap kali ditatap, nuraninya tak henti-henti berdoa semoga suatu hari nanti mereka akan dipertemukan semula. Dia percaya penuh pada Tuhan, bahawa jodoh dan pertemuan itu terletak di tanganNya.

LIFE IS A MIRACLE

Recently, I had come out with my examination result, for the first semester. And of course, this is my first time receiving my examination slip from university. To be honest, my result didn’t go very well as I’ve got ________. It was so much disappointing that I have not yet gone this very bad figure before. Previously, my matriculation pointer was even better. I can still remember it was very delightful to see my matriculation college result. Now, it was very different situation. But, there was nothing else that I can say. It was my fault too. I should not play around so much so that I could achieve more than that. I should study harder so that the scholarship will not be taken away from my account.

Gratefully, they didn’t do it until I lost all the twice opportunity. For the next semester, if I got below three for the second round, there will be no ‘biasiswa’ again. I am lucky God is willing to save me. A lot of praise I beat to Him for saving me. I truly believe that, every cloud has a silver lining. Maybe through this way, He wants to tell me that “Hey! Your facebooking activities are out of schedules! This is too much and you should stop it by now.” Or else He wants to tell me, “hey, stop laughing and joking with Miss Nina and back to study! My result will be better, if I keep focusing on my study. I guess? I truly believe that He is always willing to help me, regardless of time. Don’t despair and never lose hope, because Allah is always by our side. O Allah, I put my trust on you, and I raise my hand and pray to you. Just like Maher Zain said in his song, Insya-Allah…we will find our way.

I received my scholarship from government, almost by accident. It did happen. Allah did it. From the beginning, I did not convince enough to fill up the form, because…ah! You know what? Those types of scholarships were only exclusively prepared for genius and successful student! Such like Ding Kor Yang and Loh Ching Min. And definitely it wasn’t me. I was a foolish once as I thought that the chance of getting scholarship is very hard. I was having a very low self-esteem towards my abilities. I have not known, yet that the minima CGPA (cumulative grade point average) required are 3.46, which were mine. Because of that, I do have the effort to get the scholarship but it is only half a way.

“Girls, we have to send our copy of printed online form together with this.” said one of my friends as she pointed her finger at the notebook screen and then to her identity card.

“Okay. We will be doing it tomorrow.”

After five month of waiting;

“Congratulations to all of you girls. It must be great to receive a scholarship.”I said. But my face is a little bit gloomy.

“Thank you. How about yours? ”Zati asked.

“Yeah that’s right!” Why didn’t you receive any offer? You result is not that worse?” Miss Nina wondered.

“Actually, I did not send the form they asked. So, I might not have the chance to receive the money.”

“It’s okay. Maybe that money is for the people who need them most.”I said.

I have been going through the time with a lot of disappointment. Though it was, I keep on saying to myself that it must be a silver lining behind this cloud. It must be a lesson for me not to take a thing like this as a simple matter. If I ever send the form to the JPA’s office, I might get the scholarship too. Just like them. But the word ‘ifs’ did not working anymore. To be frank, I was jealous to them for receiving money, whenever I wasn’t. It was unfair! It was me who need the money most. Not them! They are loaded and can pay the bills. But me not!

But there is no use of saying those words. Let bygone be bygone. I slowly train myself to accept the fact that I may not as lucky as them. And I did. But one day, a miracle happens. One message received. It was from Miss Nina. I quickly unlock the keypad and read the message. It sounds like this;

“Congratulations… You’ve got the scholarship!”

See? Did I mention to you earlier that LIFE IS A MIRACLE?