A Moment to Remember

 Di sini saya dibesarkan.

Di sini tempat saya berlindung.

Di sini tempat saya mengenal erti kasih syg.

Di sini tempat saya kenal ayah.

Di sini tempat saya kenal mak.

Di sini saya kenal seluruh ahli keluarga.

DIA yang tempatkan saya disini.

 I rarely tell you about my family.

It doesn't mean that I have none.

Cuma terkadang terlalu banyak untuk dikongsi.

I thank Allah.

I thank them for being by my side. 

My supporters.

My backbone.

My shelter.

 Thanks for being my everything.

Di saat orang lain berlalu meninggalkanku,

Mereka tetap disini, menyapa bahuku.

KAMI masih disini.

Tetap setia menemani.

 Dulu kami bukan orang kaya.

Adik-beradik ramai, maka yuran sekolah pun bukan sikit.

Baju sekolah pun kadang-kadang kitar semula.

Dulu kalau hari raya, tarikh dekat-dekat dengan tarikh bukak sekolah.

Terpaksalah kami pilih, nak baju sekolah atau baju raya?

Allah Allah Allah.

Dulu hanya tahu merengek.

So dapatla saya baju raya dengan kasut sepasang.

Tapi saya cuba bayangkan semula.

Apa agaknya perasaan mak ayah waktu tu?

Nak pujuk anak, diri sendiri terpaksa berkorban.

Mom and dad, I'm gonna pay for what you have sacrificed for me. 

Allah Allah Allah.

 But now, Alhamdulillah.

Our life is getting better.

Dulu tak dapat nak merasa family holiday.

Tapi sekarang ada la sikit-sikit.

Syukur dengan kehidupan sekarang.

 I said to myself that I want to be a better daughter for you.

And for dad too.

This picture was taken during my sister's graduation day.

I'm sorry.

There is no picture of me with my dad, since I'm closer to my mom.

I rarely talk to my dad.

Even if I want something from my dad, I ask mom to ask dad.

And mom will do as I wish.

But before that, mom scolded me.

And thats before my dad become less grumpy.

But nevertheless I love my dad.

I have been searching on my computer thoroughly 

and I thought this picture has a lot of memory in it.

It was already five years from the day but memories never fade away.

Thank God I'm still alive.

 Mereka inilah yang jaga saya siang malam.

Suapkan makanan saya.

Paksa saya makan.

Borak-borak dengan saya.

Merekalah penggerak semangat saya untuk cepat pulih.

 

 Radiology department, Hosp.Kuala Lumpur.

Me with my mom waiting for my turn to be diagnosed.

All together five women in a family.

We are BIG.

Raya 2010.

Hey wait !

Why you no story about me?